My life is never easy. Sometimes I think I was placed on this earth to have a rough life. I can never get a break. I would really like to win the lottery but can't afford to play, so that's out. Have bills up the ass which are getting paid eventually. Had to surrender my car, since I can not afford that either. But HEY, shit happens and you need to do what you have to in order to survive and get by. I have a great family that supports me no matter what and my daughter Shelby, what can I say, she is a great kid, smart and beautiful. She does drive me nuts once in a while, but I am sure I drive her pretty crazy at times too.
Let's talk about my friends. I have a lot of friends, crazy ones too and I love them all. However, I wish that sometimes I got out of the house more. So if anyone wants to invite myself and my daughter anywhere, feel free. My schedule is usually open. Another thing that some of you might not know, I live with my parents. Can't afford to live on my own, but it is what it is and I am not ashamed of it. Some day I will have my own place, but until then this is where I have to be. It can get crazy at times, but I manage. Don't think I mooch off my parents because I don't. They help out once in a while, but I support myself and Shelby and chip in towards things for the house.
Over the next month or two, I plan on making some changes to make my life better. I am even gonna go to a Weight Loss Hypnosis Seminar next week. It can't hurt. I need to get my weight off because I really want to play softball next year and participate in the Keri Holbrook and Fall Ball. So sick of just keeping score. So if anyone wants to do some walking nights, hit me up. I need to start feeling better about myself and to stop feeling so insecure with my weight. I know people love me the way I am, but I don't LOVE ME the way I am.
Well enough for now. Check back for more.
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